Inner monologue of a 24 year old guy: why is the world unfair to me

Inner monologue of a 24 year old guy: why is the world unfair to me?

Lately I've been thinking about my original dream and it's been quite emotional.Back in that time in 2015, I had two college acceptances and was enjoying a leisurely time before graduation. But everything changed at the end of March 2016, I got sick, and from 2013 to now 2021, I've been on medication, and the painful experience of trying to stop the medication is something I don't even want to think back on now.

Why is the world so unfair to me? I used to win honors by my own efforts, and those two acceptance letters are the proof. But now, I have no education, no money, no relationship, and I've lost my family's savings because I was cheated. I've said everything, whether it's honorable or humiliating. I don't care what people say, don't need sympathy, just want what is rightfully mine.

Inner monologue of a 24 year old guy: why is the world unfair to me?

Hello.

"The heavens must first suffer their hearts and minds, labor their sinews and bones, starve their bodies and skin, empty their bodies, and do what they are told, so as to move their hearts and minds, and have benefited from their inability to do so."

I have a classmate who drowned in a swimming accident the summer she got her acceptance letter ...... and another who was not saved in a car accident while driving at night when her baby was born ......

You deserve a round of applause for making it through.

As for what belongs to you, work hard to get it back, at least you have time.